Stan keeps trying to get me to meet him out. So now he’s pressing me for time, when I so anxiously wanted to patch things up before. His girlfriend is in town. I think I will do him a favor and just disappear for awhile.
I wanna leave this town. There’s not going to be much here for me in 6 months but bad habits and much trouble to be had. I need to get out of this rut before I become interwoven within the patchwork of this city’s hipster/artist subculture and lead a dead end life working the same fucking job and going out to the bars far too much. Maybe for some people, but not for me is there positive growth to be had.
Yeah, I’m going to disappear for awhile.